Becoming a normal person

Over the past three to four months I have planned everything I do around my workout schedule.

This is not normal.

As a result, I eat dinner early, go to sleep early, wake up early, etc. It's catching up with me.

If I'm out late or if I'm awake talking to someone I can't get up in the morning. Especially not to run for 45 minutes. If I'm out on a date or out doing something, I get very hungry because people don't eat as early as I have gotten used to.

It's a struggle.

Because while I am becoming normal again I still want to lose 1-2 pounds a month throughout the winter - maybe more if my life settles down a bit. Right now, I would consider it not settled. I am having a hard time keeping things straight... I am always tired.

My online Madden franchise with my friends from home isn't helping, since you need to play every day or your game gets simulated.

I'm thinking that this is partly due to last weekend when I didn't get a lot of rest, so I need to sleep this weekend.

Shouldn't make it look like I'm complaining, though, since I'm having fun now. :)