I guess this could all be tied in to starting dating again but who is to say? I have a 2nd date on Thursday, a first date on Saturday and there are others that I am considering - some strongly. This doesn't even include the girl who canceled on me last week... I think she is now stricken from the record. Yes, you only get one crack at greatness. Kidding! Sort of. That's not the reason she might not get a return engagement.
Everyone at work is convinced that I'm going to get confused and start calling people by the wrong name but I'm pretty sure that won't happen. A lot of similar sounding names, though. I better not make any mistakes. I am obviously not cut out for dating 5 people at once; I'm really not that kind of guy. So let's see how long this lasts. I'm guessing not long. Let's just pick a winner (or two? no - still too much trouble) and move on from there.
In terms of work, still haven't heard anything encouraging that makes me think I'll be staying in Syracuse for long, which further makes my timing on EVERYTHING suspect. As of now, though, the recruiters that I'm working with have only sent my resume in for two positions, one just outside of NYC that I already phone interviewed for and another in Maryland. I have time to find a job... until next May is pretty safe estimate so I can afford to not go nuts and just be patient.
I have to go to the dentist today to get 5 cavities filled. I am NOT looking forward to it. I have a very strong gag reflex (remember kids, this is the proof from god that I was never meant to be gay) and when they cram those spacers in my mouth I have to physically remind myself to calm the fuck down. It's like a mini panic attack. It's all mental, though. When I focus on it and tell it to go away then it usually does. I wish that technique worked on some people in my life, but alas.
In terms of work, still haven't heard anything encouraging that makes me think I'll be staying in Syracuse for long, which further makes my timing on EVERYTHING suspect. As of now, though, the recruiters that I'm working with have only sent my resume in for two positions, one just outside of NYC that I already phone interviewed for and another in Maryland. I have time to find a job... until next May is pretty safe estimate so I can afford to not go nuts and just be patient.
I have to go to the dentist today to get 5 cavities filled. I am NOT looking forward to it. I have a very strong gag reflex (remember kids, this is the proof from god that I was never meant to be gay) and when they cram those spacers in my mouth I have to physically remind myself to calm the fuck down. It's like a mini panic attack. It's all mental, though. When I focus on it and tell it to go away then it usually does. I wish that technique worked on some people in my life, but alas.
Last time the receptionist called me sweet cheeks which made me pause for about 5 seconds before I realized it was one of the best things that happened to me all year. She's not hot, so it wasn't that. It was just the comedy of it. I certainly appreciate these things more than most would.
Ok, I suppose I should try and do some work. I am trying to get a promotion to a job that pays over $100k after all. Time to go do that.
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